nothing to say

malam yg panas… pasti malam ni turun ujan lagi deh…

tengah malam maen internet…dirumah..sendiri…ga isa tidur..y ud bis ga ada yg diajak chatting ya uda   iseng2 ketik2 di blog

kemaren sempet sakit…demam…eh malam ini malah mas q yg gantian sakit…

malam yg panjang dan melelahkan…

perasaan juga campur aduk…

lom isa di ungkapkan…mgkn nanti…

yg pasti rasa itu campur2 antara…susah,senang,jatuh cinta,patah hati,cemburu,suka,marah,bersalah,ngerasa paling bener,bahagia… semua jd satu…maybe next time i will type it here…juz not now..

hmm that’s it …

hehehe

kebodohan di awal usia :D

dasar Bodohhhh!!!

kemaren pas di hari ulang tahun ku aq ud melakukan kebodohan…

pas tgl 25 kira2 jam 2 pagi aq tu sms ke temenku…isinya tu marah2 pokoknya…ga lama kemudian aq dpt sms…nah sms ntu aq tw klo dr manager q (aq hapal bnget no nya) isinya marahin aq…aq tau n yakin klo sms ntu buakn dr manager q tp dr istrinya (biasalah …gaya bahasa laki2 kan beda ma cewe…)…saat itu jg aq lgs ngecek “sent item”…ga taunya aq emg salah…aq salah kirim sms q ke manager q…. huahaha…yg ada aq panik..lgs deh aq telp ke managerq itu..yg angkat istrinya…aq minta maaf berkali2..n bilang klo aq tu salah kirim sms…eh yg ada tu bini lgs tutup telp dg kasar…y ud aq sms lg ke no managerq itu (ampe 2 kali) buat minta maaf…sms yg terakhir q ternyata di balas…nah yg balas kali ini manager q ndiri…n dy bilang “it’s ok niken…it’s just mistunderstanding”, tapi tetep aja aq ga enak..huehehe….

siangnya (kan ntu kejadiannya subuh…) manager q telp buat ngucapin hepi birthday…nah bis ngucapin gitu dy nanya in lg ttg kejadian se subuh (bukan semalam ) ko bisa salah kirim…

y ku jawab apa adanya…pertama semua no di phonebook ilang..so aq terima sms ato telp ntu pake “insting” n mengira2… yg kedua aq salah kirim karena aq ga ngeh n blm paham cara pake hp q yg skrg ini (baru minjem ) huehehe…untung aq di maafkan…

Dasar bodoh

My day

 

17th nok..huehehe

wahhhh….

 

28 nok….ud tuek..saat nya untuh menikah

hmm…ultah taon ini menyenangkan…

tgl 24 mlm,aq bersama teman2 forum “mengguncang kuta” alias berkaraoke…pas jam 12 ternyat mereka punya surprise buat aq…walopun aq baru mengenal mereka tp ternyata mereka perhatian lhooo….mereka beli birthday cake…ini sih biasa…yg luar biasa tulisannya bo…”HAPPY BIRTHDAY 17th NIKEN”…huahahaha kocak…mereka ga tw pasti umur q…mereka berinisiatif “memudakan” umurku 11 taon huahaha…(inisiatif yg aneh)…but i’ts fun…after karaoke aq lanjut hengot mas si Teronk say (note:si Erwin…my best friend ever ) berdua aja…coz anak2 forum pd punya acr ndiri2…

aq ma erwin muter2 di kuta trus berakhir di Blue Eyes hehehe…kaya org bego dugem berdua aj…yg ada aq ma si erwin cekikikan aja disono…bis tuh pulang deh…ampe rumah jam stgh 4…semua ud tidur…

Nah pas hari H nya (minggu 25 jan) aq ma family dinner di Caviar cafe jimbaran…hehe baru kali ini ultah ngerayain sambil dinner di luar…biasanya se bikin acr nya dirumah…ya sekali2 boleh dunk…

selese dinner qt lanjut ke kuta..n guest what…berakhir pula kita di INUL…yeah…karaokean lg..3jam ampe suara pada ilang huahaha…

PUAS….

SENENG…

BAHAGIA bisa kumpul sama org 2 yg aq sayang…papa,(mama = wish u were there ),mas,adek2q,my silly couzin Wee and Anies n my best friend…Erwin (sayang rico,alvin & putu ga isa hadir ),WJ+hubby

 

God Bless Me,my family,my friend….GOD BLESS US….GOD BLESS ALL

Counting the day….

huaaaaaaaaaaaaaaaaa…….

ga berasa neh..menjelang detik2 bertambahnya umur….

masi lom jelas kpn merried…

deg-deg an.. getting older and older 

but MUST say THANKS… thanks to GOD

hmm g tw dah mo ngomong apa…hmm…enaknya tar ngapain ya pas ultah…

• party till drop -> ud ga jaman nya…wes tuekkkk
• mo traktir teman2 sekampung  -> nda ono hepeng..huahahaha
• dinner with family

hmm…kayanya pilihan ke tiga deh…biar lebih dekat lg ma keluarga n biar bisa sama2 bersyukur

 

huehehehe…

GOD BLESS ME and my family

hmmm….

Fuiiiiihhhh akhirnya tik lg di ni blog…

Merry X-Mas n Happy New Year ajah…. hueheheh ini mah telat bnget yak….

Akhir taon kmrn mnjadi hari yg menyedihkan…tgl 30 dec 08 kmrn my Luvly grandpa berpulang kepadaNya… sedih bnget, pa lagi saat ntu aq sekeluarga ga bisa mudik ( kakek q di SBY), trus pas NYE jg ga ada yg special…home early malah…no PARTY till drop (good…good…good.. )

But life must go on….

Yg ada cm tetep berdoa and make list of reosulution 09

and semoga resolusi yg diinginkan tercapai….Amiennnn

A Beautiful Mess

You’ve got the best of both worlds
You’re the kind of girl who can take down a man,
And lift him back up again
You are strong but you’re needy,
Humble but you’re greedy
Based on your body language,
your shouted cursive I’ve been reading
You’re style is quite selective,
though your mind is rather reckless
Well I guess it just suggests
that this is just what happiness is

Hey, what a beautiful mess this is
It’s like picking up trash in dresses

Well it kind of hurts when the kind of words you write
Kind of turn themselves into knives
And don’t mind my nerve you can call it fiction
‘Cause I like being submerged in your contradictions dear
‘Cause here we are, here we are

Although you were biased I love your advice
Your comebacks they’re quick
And probably have to do with your insecurities
There’s no shame in being crazy,
Depending on how you take these
Words that paraphrasing this relationship we’re staging

And it’s a beautiful mess, yes it is
It’s like, we are picking up trash in dresses

Well it kind of hurts when the kind of words you say
Kind of turn themselves into blades
And the kind and courteous is a life I’ve heard
But it’s nice to say that we played in the dirt
Cause here, here we are, Here we are
Here we are [x7]

Lucky

Do you hear me,
I’m talking to you
Across the water across the deep blue ocean
Under the open sky, oh my, baby I’m trying
Boy I hear you in my dreams
I feel your whisper across the sea
I keep you with me in my heart
You make it easier when life gets hard

I’m lucky I’m in love with my best friend
Lucky to have been where I have been
Lucky to be coming home again
Ooohh ooooh oooh oooh ooh ooh ooh ooh

They don’t know how long it takes
Waiting for a love like this
Every time we say goodbye
I wish we had one more kiss
I’ll wait for you I promise you, I will

I’m lucky I’m in love with my best friend
Lucky to have been where I have been
Lucky to be coming home again
Lucky we’re in love every way
Lucky to have stayed where we have stayed
Lucky to be coming home someday

And so I’m sailing through the sea
To an island where we’ll meet
You’ll hear the music fill the air
I’ll put a flower in your hair
Though the breezes through trees
Move so pretty you’re all I see
As the world keeps spinning round
You hold me right here right now

I’m lucky I’m in love with my best friend
Lucky to have been where I have been
Lucky to be coming home again
I’m lucky we’re in love every way
Lucky to have stayed where we have stayed
Lucky to be coming home someday

Ooohh ooooh oooh oooh ooh ooh ooh ooh
Ooooh ooooh oooh oooh ooh ooh ooh ooh

Im’ Yours

Well you done done me and you bet I felt it
I tried to be chill but you’re so hot that I melted
I fell right through the cracks
And now I’m trying to get back
Before the cool done run out
I’ll be giving it my bestest
Nothing’s going to stop me but divine intervention
I reckon it’s again my turn to win some or learn some

I won’t hesitate no more, no more
It cannot wait, I’m yours

Well open up your mind and see like me
Open up your plans and damn you’re free
Look into your heart and you’ll find love love love
Listen to the music of the moment maybe sing with me
I like peaceful melodys
It’s your God-forsaken right to be loved love loved love love

So I won’t hesitate no more, no more
It cannot wait I’m sure
There’s no need to complicate
Our time is short
This is our fate, I’m yours

I’ve been spending way too long checking my tongue in the mirror
And bending over backwards just to try to see it clearer
But my breath fogged up the glass
And so I drew a new face and laughed
I guess what I’m saying is there ain’t no better reason
To rid yourself of vanity and just go with the seasons
It’s what we aim to do
Our name is our virtue

I won’t hesitate no more, no more
It cannot wait I’m sure
There’s no need to complicate
Our time is short
This is our fate, I’m yours

Well no no, well open up your mind and see like me
Open up your plans and damn you’re free
Look into your heart and you’ll find love love love love
Listen to the music of the moment come and dance with me
I like one big family (2nd time: I like happy family)
It’s your God-forsaken right to be loved love love love

I won’t hesitate no more
Oh no more no more no more
It’s your God-forsaken right to be loved, I’m sure
There’s no need to complicate
Our time is short
This is our fate, I’m yours

No I won’t hesitate no more, no more
This cannot wait I’m sure
There’s no need to complicate
Our time is short
This is our fate, I’m yours, I’m yours

A Song For My Mom

You taught me everything & everything you’ve given me
I always keep it inside
You’re the driving force in my life
There isn’t anything or anyone I can be
And it just wouldn’t feel right If I didn’t have you by my side

You were there for me to love and care for me when skies were grey
Whenever I was down You were always there to comfort me
And no one else can be what you have been to me
You’ll always be you always will be the girl
In my life for all times

You know I love you
You’re the queen of my heart
Your love is like
Tears from the stars
I just want you to know
Lovin’ you is like food to my soul

You’re always down for me have always been around for me even when I was bad
You showed me right from my wrong
Yes you did

And you took up for me when everyone was downin’ me
You always did understand
You gave me strength to go on

There was so many times looking back when I was so afraid
And then you come to me
And say to me I can face anything
And no one else can do
What you have done for me
You’ll always be
You will always be My Everything in my life

I LOVE YOU MOM

My mom

 

 

Unperfect